It doesn’t matter how I got to where I am,
one thing does matter is that I did it and I’ve done my best.
It’s another 1 week away to start my traveling journey of new zealand.
I’ve been spending almost all my time here in a small city in north island.
Working a non-profitable berry job.
Only one thing that make me stayed, friends that I’ve made during the time.
And now, it is time to start the real journey and just do whatever I’ve been thinking of.
Plunging myself in the best views of south island, nz.
Enjoy the creations of the Almighty and living a life that nobody could’ve imagine
It’s a tough time for working holiday makers this year,
because the weather went weird and everything just went unstable.
Money lacking follows.
Even then, it is a lesson to learn being easy and happy during hard times.
Watching the blue sky and night stars just made me felt 1000x happier.
When I felt bothered, no matter of people or the money,
I’ll just feel the nature breeze and blue sky,
or even just sit there watching the ocean,
and said to myself:“this is just so awesome and I’m so happy.”
and then the whole mind will be cleared and every other things just faded,
and there is just you and the Galaxy, and God.
I never get this feeling except when the time I went back to my fishing village,
sitting by the sea.
It is here in new zealand that I’ve learn no matter how,
take it easy.
Maybe its because the lifestyle here in new zealand,
everyone is laid back and happy-go-lucky, and also the environment here.
I couldn’t have lying on the grass on my back and watch the sky whole day long back in Malaysia,
becaue the heat and moist makes me sweat and the grass are too smelly and dirty that itches my skin.
I think it would make me sicker if I do that. :)
It isn’t easy here in foreign country but I’m happy that I’m here.
Getting a life that teaching me a lot of things,
things that I wouldn’t learn from being an ordinaty workhorse.
So I’m appreciative and thankful even I’m close to jobless now,
that I’ve got to this place at this time.
Year 2011, it has to be a greater year,
a changing point of my life.
Let the epic continues!
